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day 90.

yeahhhhh

what a weekend/week its been. mentally, i am just drained. O-Chem midterm has kept me up on my toes. just got done with physics, easy breezy like butter. its about to be crunch time tonight though for 0-chem. enough with school. i was pretty drained from How Sweet. I wasn't normal until Wednesday I'd say. Not going to vegas anymore. A couple guys couldn't go so its not fun if my friends are not there. Session is postponed until I can go. Most likely summer.

Just signed up for track day. April 19th, AAA Speedway. YEAH BOY! I am a bit nervous though. its been a while since I've been riding. Spring break is coming so I guess I'll be riding all week now.

sweeeeeet

how sweet was dope. still on the recovery mode. i'll update later, when i get some free time. ochem and physics midterm this week. blah

march madness!

so I haven't really blogged while at school in a long time. Its such a nice day out today too. Last year today, I got rained on hardcore. one of the worst days ever. Anyways I am not sad or anything haha. CSUF made it to NCAA tourney, so this thursday is about to be insane! Also my nig rom turns 21 finally. FINALLY RIGHT?! i have nothing else to say really

countdown to saturday. =)

today

=(..ohh the memories

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so i know what it feels like to be the receiving end of the dagger. not a good feeling at all

ugh

Now for some real blogging. Had to let out the frustration you know.

Shit was pretty chill this weekend. Sunday was a super fun day. Jan, Ter, Link, Rom, Jen, and I went to cabazon to eat ostrich burgers, which were not bad at all. I felt healthy eating it. Link organized it, and it was his first event really so we had to do it. Went nicely, i'd say success. The store is like a healthy/natural store. Best PEANUT BUTTER EVER! We each bought our own jar cause it was that good. Got some good sourdough bread as well. Then we went to cabazon to look around. Well I wanted to go to the Levi store, but I realized I am not the biggest fan of Levis as they are pretty heavy. Maybe I should try Capital Es before I say no to levis all together. The car ride was pretty fun. We rolled in Jan's Moms Van ahah. Ugh, i have to go back to fullerton and go to school.

Talked to Mic. sunday 4pm. yessir

One more week.

fuck you

i just wanted to fucking chill in peace. edited

Act Your Age, Not Your Shoe Size and maybe...

Why is it when I am just chillen, enjoying the night, people trying to have a serious conversation? Could it be that I am not drunk like them, fueled by alcohol, that I don't feel like talking? I am all for serious conversation, but not when I am trying to have a good time, bringing me down with drunk talk. Leave me be in peace, for reals. I grew out of that stage of being drunk off my ass, where all my respect for self and others drowned out with alcohol, so long ago. I guess GROW UP, shits not high school anymore. Anyways let me re-cap the weekend.

Thursday - Jan convinced me to go to DTF to hang with him and a couple nurses. Crazy ass nurses haha. It was pretty fun, got home at 2, did some homework then called it a night

Friday - In the morning I woke up to Jan whispering to me to get breakfast burritos. We went to Pepe's, best ever with light beans! Went back to moval. DLed so much music and made another mix haha. Ended up at Raffy's birthday party or whatever it was. I watched people get hurt on the trampoline which made my night. Watching fools drink like that, completely turn me away from drinking.

Saturday - Steph and I took an outing to LA. "to live and die in LA" . It was pretty random actually. The plan was to go to AA so I can return/exchange/come up on some shirts. I ended finding a super awesome/special spot that made me like laugh out loud for like 5 minutes. It was an good feeling. Ended up getting lost in LA, but whatevers we had fun. Ikea was next on the list haha. Rode my bike home from long beach super quick to go get jan and link to go to DnB @ The Block. It was whatevers. Plans were to go to Vanguard, but BS, BS! whatevers I am over it. Ended the night at Links house, watched Flight of the Phoenix and ate some bomb noodles.

End.

lies

so i realized sometimes you have to tell a lie. I am honest as I can be, but I do tell white lies to protect others. Its not that I am not honest, it is more like I am not telling the truth, well really cause I am scared what would happen if I did. I am scared of the outcomes. I feel horrible for saying lies, but I'd feel even worst if the truth changed how things are going. Daft Punk said it best in "digital love" song.

acta non verba

actions not words. Don't be all talk. I'll talk big, but I also walk big. prove it.