is it worth it?

one last thing that just came into my head. why does it seem like i am always fighting for what i want. i know nothing is ever handed to you but fuck why is it so difficult. i am constantly fighting for xxx and yyy and zzz. is it worth fighting for? i have no idea. why do i fight? i have no clue either. i guess it is true that the best things in life are worth fighting for, but i won't know if its worth it until i get it. i hope its worth it. all this effort doesn't go to waste i hope. i can only hope right?